
Back in my hunting days, bobcats caught turtles and
brought them out of the swamp, up onto the raised bed of the
wood-train railroad, to eat them. They’d leave the shells
between the rails. Trains passed over, redneck poachers and
country boys walking the line passed them by. Coyotes deigned
to pick them up for play. Months later, bleached a sacred white
by the sun, Mr. Luke would come along and grab them up.
My yankee friend Mr. Tom and I would compete to
find the best ones, up on the tracks or down in the woods.
This one I scratched up out of my mind, no photo or model,
just marks on the iPad which coulda been a star system,
coulda been a candle, but which became for me a meaning trail,
old time symbol for Indians and boys, those millions of years
surviving, tales of my grandfather’s logging camp where Bob Red,
half Chickasaw half Black cook made turtle soup for the men. Not just the past.
This turtle speaks to me from the future, its afterlife as a shell, shimmering
with power. A voodoo thing, a boy’s treasure, a glory vouched safe in eternity,
accomplishment out of the primeval gas of intergalactic star formation, and
shout out to me, hey old man, back there still living, you ain’t touched nothing yet.

This piece started with a casual conversation with a loquacious ex-military colleague who waxed about the ability to hunt for foxes on certain golf courses in certain states at night. He’s a hunter and relishes any exotic opportunity to do so. From there, the idea grew into a larger notion of wildness, ambition, habitat destruction and the free market dreams of “fixing the environment.” The rest just happens along the way.